What will be shall be

OK

posted by malmoncolo @ 9:09 AM 0 comments

Process

I realized that out of the many beautiful movies I have watched, I can't seem to remember their endings. Especially those beautiful love movies which I really liked, which are also not that many to begin with.

There was one particular movie which I caught on a plane some years back. The title was Before Sunset and I really enjoyed it but just couldn't recall how it ended.

Did he and she get together eventually? Did the movie have a happy ending?

I managed to get a copy of it from the shops and watched it all over again. And of course I didn't spoil the fun by forwarding to the ending of the movie. And then I found out that this movie didn't really have an ending.

There was no indication whether they got together. There was no indication whether Jesse did missed his flight and stayed back in Paris or not. But it didn't matter at all. So what if everything is going to end after the sun sets?

Because it's the process that matters, not the ending.

posted by malmoncolo @ 7:13 AM 0 comments

Twists and Turns

Like a rat trapped inside the maze looking for the cheese, ramming right into the wall after another turn and one crossroad after another crossroad, giving up would have been an easy option.

A change of environment may be good but I am not prepared to leave everything behind. Perhaps one more turn and one more twist and I should be able to find the right door.

I am down but not out. I am weary but I still can stand. With each fight I understand myself a little more.

I am.... stronger than I thought.

posted by malmoncolo @ 8:25 PM 0 comments